posted by Angeline at 4:02 PM |
total number of images scanned for work today: 104. my head hurts now.
What rating is your journal?
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posted by Angeline at 11:42 PM |
What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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Yep, back from Vegas, and in LA. Will give a full report later, but rite now im just too tired and feeling too full and bloated to do anything but nothing.
posted by Angeline at 1:54 AM |
weeee im 21...and yea i don't feel any different...
posted by Angeline at 3:14 PM |
dude, tell me trent doesnt look like shane in this pic.
Speaking of HTD, i've been seeing it everywhere. 2 stores had the poster displayed on their windows in Venice Beach, keep seeing them on bus stops here, all these online ads, and even Burger King and a hair shop had it on their windows in westwood, from wut i saw today. Went into BK to see if i could get it after they finished displaying, but they said they returned them to theaters. So then we saw it at a hairshop and Joo went in to ask, and the guy said that he needed to keep it up for the premiere (yea now im really confused) and to ask him in a week or so. And these were really cool double sided cardboard framed posters (which are probably a bitch to move around, hmmmm).
posted by Angeline at 1:30 PM |
whoa, blogger changed interface on me. Anywaiz.
Things i learned yesterday:
Katie Holmes doesn't ever come out of her trailer, unless she is forced to
Shooting a movie is an extremely slow process.
Extras have a sucky life
Security guards is where all the hollywood gossip is at.
Josh Hartnett is the sweetest and most humble guy
J-Lo really is a slut
Anywaiz, stood around watching them shoot First Daughter (Katie's version of course, I mean of course it wouldn't be Mandy's, that would actually make me lucky), and didn't see her once. Though the whole movie making process was interesting to watch. Went to try to be an extra this morning at the open call, but they didn't want me. Gonna go watch them film again tonite though, maybe this time I'll actually see Katie.
posted by Angeline at 3:46 PM |
woo, i actually got a B in Musical Acoustics. So proud considering i went to like 5 classes total of that class. including the midterm and final.
posted by Angeline at 1:49 PM |
I am 59% Internet Addict
I am pretty addicted, but there is hope. I think I'm just well connected to the internet and technology, but it's really a start of a drug-like addiction. I must act now! Unplug this computer!
Take the Internet Addict Test at fuali.com
see, look at that, im not so bad
posted by Angeline at 11:21 PM |
sooooooooooo tired. But thanx UCSD roomies for the fun day in Santa Monica, even if we did chicken out of doing karoake in front of an audience, hehe.
And I came out of Old Navy with a wardrobe of not just boys clothes, arent you all proud of me?
posted by Angeline at 10:58 PM |
alritey, first of all. Its saturday nite, im in Los Angeles, and yet i'm still sitting at home in front of the computer. I really do lead a sad life.
second, new layout up. updated galleries with much needed updating. And also did a layout for my friend for her blog. so all in all, not completely sad, but still I should be getting out. But there's nobody here to get out with! Oh well, guess i'll just have to make tomorrow even better.
so, some photos.
tell me this doesn't look like something out of flintstones:
and a little to the right...
pre-alcohol:
during-alcohol (I should note, only one of those drinks are mine, not all 3 of them):
post-alcohol:
who says Happy Meals are only for kids, especially when they come with cute Finding Nemo toys:
who says you cant pump a hacky sack:
someday i'll actually get one in person, but until then
posted by Angeline at 5:15 PM |
must...change...layout...
but to what, hmmm. Finding Nemo maybe?
ohhh excitement, i found calorie free ginger ale
posted by Angeline at 11:38 AM |
Which Sarah Dessen Character Are You?
posted by Angeline at 9:51 AM |
Isn't it lovely how I not only not get paid for interning this summer, but in order to get credit for my internship from UCSD I have to pay them $412. Damn UC Regents, always out to get our money.
And in edition to that lame crap, I get this in my inbox:
This is to inform you that the College has just received from the notice UCSD Committee on Educational Policy that, effective Fall, 2003, all
sections of all Warren Writing courses 10A and 10B will be offered ONLY for a letter grade. (In the past, they were offered ONLY for P/NP.) Now that's just plain annoying. As if I need any more BS GEs pulling down my GPA. And course had UCSD not spend so long letting me into UCSD and telling me which college I was at, I could have finished these stupid writing classes last summer. And course if UCSD wasn't so bent on only allowing students to take classes here, I could get 10B done at UCLA, but no, UCSD is just lame and stupid like that.
Yea, I'm so hating UCSD right now.
posted by Angeline at 10:15 PM |
I now have a battery charger, much thanx to Charlotta. It's compacy, blue, and came with super high 2000 mAh batteries.
And Little Women on DVD, man that movies brings back memories, wondering if i should bust it out tonite.
And had my first fruity alcoholic drink last nite, it was yummy, and i finished it allAlso had this scooby snack shot or something, it was green and very interesting... And there are photos, which i'll get up when I have my PC back up and such, I promise.
posted by Angeline at 11:21 PM |
Man these walls are bare, too bare. Minus a couple things on my bed and the messy floor, this room is almost the same as when I got here 30 weeks ago. 30 weeks ago when I started my 3rd year, 30 weeks ago when I began my first full year at UCSD. Okay well not technically 30 weeks, cause you count spring break and winter break. So what's that 33 weeks? Blah, no thinking, school's ended.
Man, what a year it's been, full of ups and downs and ups and downs. Ah, tis life.
I still remember what a sad and pathetic year Soph year was, with the thyroid condition, then the back problem, then the weekly physical therapy visits, the mean witches that I lived with. I was so lost and frustrated with life, everything around me sucked, I had nothing going for me, I lacked direction. Then the weirdest thing happened, I got inspiration from a movie. Yeah, people laugh at me, and maybe it was cause my life was in such ruins that anything at that time could have inspired me. But it did inspire me, though my life was still rather sad, and the only friends I found at the time were online friends. Not that I regret that, cause I do have a nice community of online friends, people that I know if we had met in real life, we'd be friends too. Which has happened with a couple people, and if people want to laugh that we met online, they can just kiss my butt
Then last summer happened, you know now when I think about it, i've always had pretty good summers, well they seem to happen every other summer. In HS, we had the CYO trips, full of sugar and memories, and totally lacking in sleep what so ever. But last summer was amazing, I had a great time when friends that I met, sadly friends I may never see, but was able to spend 10 amazing weeks with, including one weekend in SF together. But I guess that was when things here began to actually turn around. Then the year began, and I was lucky to find good people to live with again. Its good that not all people at UCSD are like the witches I lived with my first 2 quarters. I finally began to understand why some people said you find lifelong friends in college, I actually started to enjoy college (well the college life, not particularly the classes, hehe), I actually wasn't just sitting in front of my computer 24/7 just staring at the screen (okay, so maybe i still do that a lot), but I actually went out...with people. I had a great job I enjoyed. I had more passion to work at skills I wanted to develop, had the motivation to do things I enjoyed, for once in my life, I felt like I had direction. And the motivation to strive for it. Course once in a while, there was that huge (and still is) obstacle called my mother standing in my way, I've had to learn that I have to strive for what I want. And hopefully someday, she'll just have to learn to accept that. But I do have a great support system elsewhere, which is nice. My support system consisting of old friends, who are the greatest, and new friends, who are just as great. People who know my quirks, who know my dorkiness, and while still laugh at them, know me for who I am and accept me for the person that I am. It really is rare to find people like that, and I'm lucky to have those around me. Then in just the last month alone, so much has happened that I never thought possible for myself. I was lucky enough to find someone, who makes me happy, in a way I never knew possible. Who again, accepts me for who I am, which in this case, has been extremely hard for me to find. Simply because, I've never really been the type that many people have wanted to make happy. And while the road hasn't exactly been clear and easy, I'm enjoying it, and have a positive outlook (yes, i did just say that) for it. And now, here I am, less than a week away from perhaps one of the most important summers of my life. Spending 3 months in LA, interning at 2 prestigious companies, living on my own, and getting a taste of the real world. And I'll admit, it is scary, but I'm ready to jump in, because I know I have the passion for it. A year ago, I most likely wouldn't think I'd be here right now, I wouldn't think I'd have the motivation to spend months seeking internships, at places such as New Line Cinema, or actually knowing what it is I want to do, and actually striving for it instead of just thinking "whats the point, it'll never happen anywaiz." The past 12-18 months have been interesting, and while some have been bad, I wouldn't take out any of the bad. Because if it hadn't been for the bad, I probably wouldn't have appreciated things for what they were and would never have had the strive to make things better and be where I am today. I've been lucky to have the right people and opportunities been thrown my way. It's all been an interesting ride, and who knows what I will be writing in 3 months when the summer is over.
posted by Angeline at 3:13 PM |
yay, finally got the new layout up for MYC. Man, I remember when I first started this project with an online friend, the website was soooooooooooooooooooooooo bad. Good thing my design skills have improved in the last 6 years instead of decayed.
posted by Angeline at 3:25 PM |
I am in love with In & Out protein burgers.
Must stop going to TGIF without my coupons, esp when I end up not having enough for dinner.
I finally found Nemo last night, along with other happies.![]()
And look, non Mandy or HTD art!
posted by Angeline at 9:19 AM |
Done Done done! The hell that was Spring Quarter is officially over!
And since after who knows how many hours of Musical Acoustics I read, I took a break before reviewing, and since I couldn't go to sleep (upon fear that I would miss the final...not that i've ever done that...*whistles*), I made art while breaking.
posted by Angeline at 2:55 AM |
ohh, newegg is sending me a free gift, isn't that exciting.
men, 4 more chpts. Have I mentioned how much I hate musical acoustics. Who cares what the waveform of glottal pulses is anywaiz.
posted by Angeline at 9:06 PM |
1. IF YOU COULD BUILD A HOUSE ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD IT
BE?
far far far away from my mother
2. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING STYLE
my Old Navy cargo pants, they very nice
3. FAVORITE PHYSICAL FEATURE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.
eyes, eyes can tell so much
4. WHAT IS THE LAST CD YOU BOUGHT?
A Walk To Remember Soundtrack. it was $9 at Wal-mart![]()
5. WHERE IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO BE?
by my computer
6. WHERE IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE PLACE TO BE?
next to my mom
7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO BE MASSAGED?
shoulders
8. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT, STRONG IN MIND OR STRONG IN
BODY?
strong in mind
9. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
11ish if i can
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE KITCHEN APPLIANCE?
george foreman grill
11. WHAT MAKES YOU REALLY ANGRY?
inconsiderate people
12. IF YOU COULD PLAY ANY INSTRUMENT, WHAT WOULD YOU PLAY?
guitar
13. FAVORITE COLOR?
turqoise
14. WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SPORTS CAR OR SUV?
SUVs
15. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE?
hmm, i'd like to
16. FAVORITE CHILDRENS BOOK?
the one about the tree. And the Judy Blume books were cool back in the time
17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
summer
18. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE HOUSEHOLD CHORE?
cleaning bathrooms
20. IF YOU HAD (for the next 10 days) A TATTOO, WHAT
WOULD IT BE?
stitch
21. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
sometimes
22. THE ONE PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU WISH YOU COULD GO BACK AND TALK WITH?
Jesus
23. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DAY?
that random day when i feel powerful and immune to any kind of grief that i may face that day. it rarely
happens, so i cherish those days
24. WHAT IS IN THE TRUNK OF YOUR CAR?
stuff
25. WHICH DO YOU PREFER, A HAMBURGER OR SUSHI?
sushi
26. FROM THE PEOPLE YOU EMAILED THIS TO, WHO'S MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
i know someone will take this and put it on their profile
27. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
people who have lives
28. FAVORITE FLOWERS?
these are pretty
posted by Angeline at 4:05 PM |
Eeek, did Amazon raise their prices or something. The charger I want rasied $1.50 in price and the LCD I want raised $20 in price. Well that's just not fair, *pouts*
posted by Angeline at 8:23 PM |
This article just amused me so much. Can you imagine flipping through a magazine and going, "hey, her butt looks like mine!
posted by Angeline at 3:34 PM |
Im having one of them days. I just want to crawl into a hole, and do nothing. Just do nothing, not think about anything, i dunno. Maybe it's cause its the end of the year, even though it doesn't really feel like the end of the year. I'm beginning to think that nothing I do goes noticed, not that you're suppose to do stuff to get noticed. You do stuff out of the goodness of your heart, and I do, but sometimes it's like, can't people notice me once in a while. Sometimes I feel like I strive so much to be a good person to people, I want others to be happy, and in doing that, I forget about my own needs. And then it just ends up with me feeling like this. I dunno, I guess sometimes I feel like people step over me, maybe they don't mean to, but it's how I feel. Whether its emotionally, physically, or monetary. I give and give, forgetting about myself, and in the end, I'm the one that gets screwed. This year alone, especially in the last few months, I've spent so much time, effort, and money on things, people, etc, and really in the end, what good does it do. Sigh, I'm such a screwed up human being.
posted by Angeline at 2:39 PM |
>What is your full name? Angeline Huang
>Marilyn Manson or Destiny's Child? Destiny's Child
>When was the last time you showered? Last Nite
>What song are u listening to right now? none at the moment
>What was the last thing that you said? burp
>What is next to you right now? air
>What is your computer desk made of? wood
>What are the last 4 digits of your phone number? 2120
>What was the last thing that you ate? Eggs
>If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Turqoise
>Where do you want to go on your honey moon? Paris
>Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? whoever my future husband may be
>Do you have a lava lamp? nope
> How many buddies do you have on your list? far too many
>How is the weather right know? icky
>Have you ever smoked pot? nope
>What did you do last night? study
>Last person that you talked to on the phone? david
>What's the nicest thing that you find about the opposite sex? well i dunno, boys are so confusing, it's hard to find anything nice to say about them
>Who do you admire? Mandy Moore, Michelle Yeoh, my friends
>Fave actor/actress? MM, Lauren Graham, Josh Hartnett, Tom Hanks, Michelle Yeoh, etc etc
>Do you like the person who sent this to you? sure, why not
>Fave M&M? Almond
>Who makes you happy? My friends
>Fave CD? MM
>Fave nicknames? Ange
>Age, hair colour and eye colour? 20,brown,black
>Fave colour? Turqoise, Blue, Purple
>Do you wear contacts? yep
>Siblings and their age? nope
>Who do you consider 2 be your closest friends? People who are nice to me and there for me when I need it, and vise versa
>What do you like to do? listen to good music, make art, watch the stars
>Fave music? anything but heavy metal/rock
>Favorite food? depends on my mood
>Who is the funniest person that you know? Sarah
>Fave movies? havent i answered this already...
>Fave month? June
>Fave girls perfume? eh...estee lauder, i dunno. like I wear perfume
>Fave guys cologne? eh, right...
>Do you like to dance? Yes, even though i suck at it.
>Fast or slow? Both
>If you could change your name what would it be? you can call me bob, i dunno, what kind of question is this
>Worst sickness that you ever had? overactive thyroid
>Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yes
>Have you ever been in love? ask me in a year
>What is the stupidest thing that you ever did? haha, i do many stupid things
>What will your first daughter's name be? Samantha
>First son? Nathan
>Favourite drink? ginger ale
>Do you like scary or happy movies better? happy
>On the phone or in person? Online
>Night or day? Night
>Summer or rainy days? Summer
>Lust or love? love
>Kisses or hugs? hugs
>If you could change one thing about yourself? not be so emotional
>Who do you like right now? people who arent inconsiderate bastards
>What did you think of this survey? long
>Do you want your friends to write back? sure, why not
>What time is it? 2:28pm
>What is your birthday? 06/27/82
>What are your sibs names? didnt you already ask this
>Do you have a job? yes
>Do you have a car? yes
>What kinda car do you have? jeep
>Favourites questions
>Song? Unwell - Matchbox 20
>Band? Switchfoot
>Singer? Mandy Moore
>TV Channel? WB
>Comic? eh...
>Snack? gummi bears
>CD-Rom Games? don't play
>Board Game? SORRY
>Card Game? Spades
>Kid Game? Legos
>Number? 27
>Cartoon Character? Mushu
>Disney Movie? Mulan
>Disney Character? Mushu
>Time of the day? wut the heck kinda question is this
>Day of the week? Friday
>Week of the month? does this thing ever end
>Do you plan on having children? Yes
>Do you want to get married? Yes
>How old do you wanna be when you have your first child? 27 is a good age
>How old do you wanna be when your married? mid 20s
>Would you have kids before marriage? No
>Are you a virgin? yes
>If so, do you plan on loosing your virginity anytime soon? no
>Have you had oral sex? No
>Have you been past base 1? No
>Do you even know what the bases are? yes
>Do you have a b/f or g/f? No
>Do you have a crush? no
>Pick which one you prefer:
>Music/TV? Music
>Guys/Girls? Guys
>Green/Blue? Blue
>Pink/Purple? Pueple
>Sleep/Stay Up? Stay up
>Summer/Winter? Summer
>Spring/Fall? Fall
>Hangin Out/ Chillin? Hanging out
>Cold/Warm? Warm
>Fast/Slow? Slow
>New/Old? New
>Dark/Light? Dark
>Sparkle/Shine? Sparkle
>Peach/Plum? Peach
>Apple/Orange? Apple
>Laundry/Dishes? Laundry
>Christina/Britney? Mandy
>Limp Bizkit/KoRn? limp bizkit
>Rock/Rap? Rap
>Pop/R&B? Pop
>Friends? yes i have them
>Who is your best friend? i have more than one
>Who is the best person to hang with? all my friends are fun to hang with
>Who is the sweetest person? Rosha
>Who's the cutest person? Josh (just because I know him and he doesnt know me, doesnt mean he's not a friend)
>Who's the nicest? Rosha
>Who's the best to talk online with? Emily, David, Kath, Denise, Amy K, yada yada there's people im forgetting, man this thing is long
>Who's the most blonde? hahahahha, no comment
>Who's the weirdest? we're all weird
>Whos the craziest? Charlotte
>Loudest? Charlotte
>Quietest? Me
>Smartest? all my friends are smart, damn them all
>Quickest? at what...
>Most Trustful? Amy
>Most Honest? Amy K
damn that was long.
posted by Angeline at 1:28 PM |
stole this from our department camera:
posted by Angeline at 4:21 PM |
anyone wanna buy me this? :-D
posted by Angeline at 1:14 PM |
------------------GENERAL INFO------------------
Name On Birth Certificate: well it's in chinese...
Birth date: 06/27/82 (yep coming up soon, feel free to send presents :-P)
High School: RBHS
Location of the School: RB, CA
Color of eyes: black
Hair: black and brown
Height: 5'4"
Shoe Size: 8
Brothers/Sisters: none
Who do you live with: depends
When’s your bedtime: whenever I pass out
----------------HAVE YOU EVER-------------------
Ever been so drunk you blacked out: No
Missed school b/c it was raining: no
Been hurt emotionally: Yes
Kept a secret from everyone? Yes
Had an imaginary friend: yes
Cried during a Movie: Yes
Had a crush on a teacher: oh that's just disgusting
Ever thought up an animated character: no
Ever been on stage: Yes
Cut your hair: Yes
Been sarcastic: me, why never
------------------FAVORITES------------------>
Shampoo: wuteva smells nice i guess, who knows
Soap: neutrogena
Day/Night: Night
Winter/Summer: summer
Cartoon Characters: mushu, flounder
Fave Food: Taiwanese
Fave Movie: A Walk to Remember, Princess Diaries, Beaches, Moulin Rouge, When harry Met Sally, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Sister Act, A League of Their Own
Fave Ice Cream: Cookies and Cream
Fave Subject: Art
----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
Wearing: clothes
Favorite Drink: Ginger Ale (which someone needs to invent a diet version of)
Thinking about: wouldn't you like to know
Listening to: the sounds of loud computers
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
Cried: No
Worn a skirt: No
Met someone new: Yes
done laundry: No
Drove a car: Yes
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------
Yourself: ha, no way
Your friends: yes
Santa Claus: No
Tooth Fairy: No
Angels: hmm, well kinda
Ghosts: spirits, yea
-----------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
Who have u known the longest of your friends: Stephen, he was that really good piano player that my mom always talked about
Who's the loudest: Charlotte
Who's the shyest: me
Who's the weirdest: we're all weird
Who do you go to for advice: People who are willing to listen and actually care
Who do you cry with: look above
What's the best feeling in the world: acceptance for who you are, surrounded by those who love you
Worst Feeling: loneliness
Who will respond to this email fastest:? I cheated, this is easier
posted by Angeline at 10:08 PM |
Alrite, did some much needed updating on the site. Mostly photos.
Just some samples.
This is what the inside of a concessions cart looks like:Rest here
This would be my ICAM 102 TA (yes, the one on his butt):Rest here
Just for Eva:
Rest here
Can someone explain to me why this car has a fan on the back?Rest here
The true meaning of "hot and cold":
My boss and moi:
Emily's stick (after she left a red mark on my ass with it):
Out "inantimate object":Rest here
posted by Angeline at 3:44 PM |
My mom is freakin hilarious with the way she wants to impress people and show how much of a "supportive and loving mother she is." Everytime i want something and have to fight for it, she'll turn it around and say that it was her idea all along. Few months ago, she wanted to impress this guy so she said "oh, I wanted Angeline to live on campus so she gets the experience." Haha rite, and how much did I cry and beg last summer so I could live on campus this year. Then today, during breakfast with the newest guy, we were talking about LA this summer and I was talking about where I was going and doing this year and she goes "Yea, I wanted Angeline to work at a movie production company because I think it will be good for her, etc etc." And i was like "you never said that! you were against my fondness for movies and entertainment." Oh well, hey, if all this BSing she does means I get to live off campus and work where I want this summer, I'll take it.
posted by Angeline at 10:21 PM |
ah, my head is clear. Oh wait, that doesn't sound so good.
Well, either way, things are less confusing now, and I feel better about stuff. It's nice when you actually know what the heck is happening and what things are. As stupid as I am about it, and my need to define everything.
This year has been a year full of new things for me, and im headed towards another new experience, who knows what will happen.
And I told my mom that I wanted to head up to LA on the 19th, and she whined a bit, but more or less agreed, so LA here I come on the 19th! My internships for the summer are all set. And David and I are making things right and doing what we should have done in the first place. Things are good right now. Now if only my new summer roomie would get on AIM so I could chat with her, and if someone would be willing to take my musical acoustics final for me...
posted by Angeline at 5:26 PM |
My head is spinning, such confusion. Remember when life use to be simple? Remember when things weren't so complicated, man I missed those days. Why does everything have to be so confusing and complicated?
This has nothing to do with anything, but found this smiley, it's so cute.
posted by Angeline at 1:14 PM |
How To Deal's Website just put up some clips from the movie. Watched them and it looks good, and rather funny too, and I'm not just saying this as a Mandy fan. I starting to think that this movie has very much potential to do really well this summer, well I always thought it had potential, now I believe it more.
Going home tonite, mom has a date with this guy that hit on her in Las Vegas last weekend, his name is David, tell me that isn't freaky. Anywaiz, so I get to be a prop so my mom's friend can meet him, I wonder what his expression will be when he finds out I exist.
posted by Angeline at 11:38 PM |
Is this stage 2? Because I don't want to be on it. I don't want to be this person, I shouldn't be this person, there is no reason I should feel this way.
This week has just been a week I want to forget. From the final papers and projects to the summer roommate fiasco, to the pointless LA trip, to being single once again. Just...been a down week.
And then I feel like people expect me to feel a certain way or something, it's like "okay now tell me, how do you really feel," like they expect me to be angry or something. When really I am fine, but when they start asking, it gets me thinking if I really am fine, or if it's just a front i'm putting on. I mean last nite, I was trying to be positive about it all, and I was really thinking it was for the better. And now...I don't know if its just all the things people have been telling me, or stuff setting in, or what. I'm back into my pessimistic depressed state. Why does everything have to be so hard. I want so much to believe that this is all for the better, but it's sad hard when I feel like I can't do anything. I guess i'm just use to people feeling they can trust me and being there for people, that it's become hard for me when I'm not that person, I dunno. It's all just tired mindless babble.
I do feel bad though, cause today was suppose to be a good day, and there were highlights. Emily came down from LA with her brother and we hung out, and made a really cheesy tape for a HTD movie premiere thing, and that was hilarious. And then SFO had a bonfire, so we went to that. It was lots of fun and all, but for the most part I felt like I was just going through the motions, which I thought was rather unfair to her cause she made a trip all the way down to SD. Externally I tried to have fun, and tried to show it, and for the most part I was having fun, but internally I was just a mix of emotions. Still am. Sigh, life just sux.
on a brighter note, my summer internships are all set. Two respected and high profile companies this summer.
posted by Angeline at 9:24 AM |
Thanx for the card Kath. I was nice to see this morning, having to realize that last night and all the previous events of the day did happen.
Oh that note, today has got to be better, right?
posted by Angeline at 11:22 PM |
hahaha, yea, so i've waken up from my dream.
So to everyone who told me i was worrying,
posted by Angeline at 10:12 PM |
so i drove all the way out to LA today, to interview with New Line Cinema's Photo department because they told me that a in person interview was required. Then when I got home, I found this in my inbox:
We have decided that we do not need a third intern for the summer. We really appreciate your time (and drive) and encourage you to apply for
a position this fall. Unfortunately this was decided at the last minute, and if we had known we would not have asked you to come all the way here.
argh
posted by Angeline at 12:38 AM |
And the funniest IM ever award goes to:
WSC PHOTO: it is again me can u talk !!!!!!!
WSC PHOTO: its me again i want to talk to u i think ur one of mandy moores friend or u r mandy moore!!!!! Write back!!!
posted by Angeline at 12:20 PM |
My head hurts, and i'm being a paranoid freak, or as Matt would say:
M k M a S o N 41: haha, u are paranoided
Why do i do that?
posted by Angeline at 2:41 AM |
done done done! well until my final on thursday that is. But all papers and projects are done!
two artworks I never did get a chance to add:![]()
posted by Angeline at 7:34 PM |
Alrite, all done with my lamo director project. Anyone wanna test it out for me? Director
posted by Angeline at 11:32 AM |
1. LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN A THEATER? Matrix Reloaded
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?The science of Sound. exciting, aint it
3. FAVORITE BOARD Game? SORRY
4. FAVORITE MAGAZINE? The entertainment gossip and teeny bopper ones
5. FAVORITE SMELLS? vanilla, cherry
6. COMFORT FOOD? ice cream
7. FAVORITE SOUND ? pretty music
8. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? loneliness
9. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? more sleep
10. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE? In & Out
11. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME? Samantha
12. FINISH THIS STATEMENT, "IF I HAD A LOT OF MONEY, I WOULD...?" give some to my mom so she would leave me alone, put the rest in the bank so I will always have financial security, and do a job that I enjoy
13. DO YOU DRIVE FAST? i guess?
14. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? yes
15. STORMS-COOL OR SCARY? Cool, but if driving in one, scary
16. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? 1997 Jeep grand cherokee, still driving
17 FAVORITE DRINK? ginger ale
18. FINISH THIS STATEMENT, "IF I HAD THE TIME, I WOULD..." learn flash, director, 3d studio max and make neato things on the computer (yes i am a true dork)
19. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? sure, why not
20. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU CHOOSE? blue, i dunno.
21.HOW MANY DIFFERENT CITIES/TOWNS HAVE YOU LIVED IN? 3
22. GLASS HALF EMPTY OR FULL? empty
23. FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH? basketball, tennis. Josh's home videos, whoops, did i say that out loud
24. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS. only one thing? i can't do that.
25. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED? computer, trash, ps2, shoes, junk
26. TOILET PAPER/PAPER TOWEL-OVER OR UNDER? who cares
posted by Angeline at 1:58 PM |
I'm working, see?
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical contact with your special someone but you don't want to take things too quickly.
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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posted by Angeline at 12:57 PM |
why wont my director project publish on the net??? Granted the project is lame and I still have to do lots of work to make it do what I want it to do, but it's good enough for me to turn in, and I have other stuff I need to do this week.
Can people go test it out for me, tell me if it works? Director
Waking up at 6am on the weekends is not fun!
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