[5/31/2003 2:45:47 AM | Angeline Huang]
A sign that America's obsession with Avril has gone too far...
 

[5/30/2003 9:48:45 PM | Angeline Huang]
Today, we try the 2mp mode. And for everyone who thought i was kidding when I said I worked in a tranformed closet, here is proof. And yes, there are 4 computers and a laser color printer in there.

the rest
 

[5/30/2003 3:03:10 AM | Angeline Huang]
Musical Acoustic Research Papers are really stupid, but it helps when your very sweet boyfriend brings you dessert for a study break, and then suprises you with roses. Thank you
And then of course, you have a new toy, and just gotta take pics.
So, the infamous "first couple pic" (to be accompanied by others cause I don't like this one)

And we needs vases when you got pretty bottles

More pics

These set of pics were resized because I thought the first set were just way too big, so whats the consensus, resize to smaller or leave them huge?

 

[5/29/2003 7:56:14 PM | Angeline Huang]
It has come
got my new toy!
Played with it, took pics, wow the pix are biiiiggg. I guess I gotta get used to this 3 megapixels thing. And its so small and cute!
I really liked this one:

others here
 

[5/29/2003 11:26:31 AM | Angeline Huang]
EeeEeeEee! Look what FedEx says:
On FedEx vehicle for delivery

Ange might have a new toy by the end of the day
 

[5/28/2003 10:44:42 PM | Angeline Huang]
I have a place to work and sleep for next year.
My desk, that I got for $30.
And then, I also got a futon for $30, but then my mom decided I can't sleep on a futon, so now her friend is giving me a twin bed. soooo, anyone wanna buy a futon for $30? :-)
 

[5/28/2003 7:08:27 PM | Angeline Huang]
it's coming it's coming!
Your order has completed step 5 of 5.
Shipping Date: 05/28/2003.

now, about that battery charger...
 

[5/28/2003 3:07:11 PM | Angeline Huang]
today's chatbox was just TOO funny. I had to save it before it got cut off

29 anonymous you know nothing about my friend, she's one of the best people you can meet- she puts everyone before herself, that's why we are trying to help you... you dont know what david is like, he's not always that nice of a person May 28, 2003, 1:08 pm IP:138.23.87.***
30 anonymous & PS: David & her were not a year ago- all the times he hurt her has continued until last week- he has continued to play mind games with her even when they weren't together (these past 9mnths, until Tues. of last week) May 28, 2003, 1:10 pm IP:138.23.87.***
31 anonymous so he obviously hasn't been telling you the truth May 28, 2003, 1:10 pm IP:138.23.87.***
32 me and you expect me to believe an "anonymous" person in my chatbox over my boyfriend because.....? May 28, 2003, 1:40 pm IP:128.54.204.***
33 anonymous because I saw what she went through- you've only known him for a week, I've known him a lot longer- take my word for it- things between them did not end a year ago, they ended last week May 28, 2003, 2:59 pm IP:138.23.87.***
34 Matt Can I start calling you broken record? Cuz you say the same god damn thing over and over again. You're starting to remind me of that Meow Mix commercial. Get lost. May 28, 2003, 3:08 pm IP:66.91.236.***
35 anonymous well your friend cant seem to get the point that I am trying to make- she doesn't understand that her bf is lying to her- so NO I will not get lost, and no one told you to get involved to being with, so butt out if you don't like what i have to say May 28, 2003, 3:13 pm IP:138.23.87.***
36 Matt No one told me to be involved? Who the hell asked for ur frickin' opinion?!? NO ONE! You think you can just come on here anonymously and try and break them up? SCREW THAT AND SCREW YOU May 28, 2003, 3:56 pm IP:66.91.236.***
37 Matt You know what? Since for all we know ur just spewing shit outta ur mouth, I'll go on the same path. My brother's best friend's gf is in the same class as ur friend, and he told me that ur friend was the one that broke everything up. May 28, 2003, 3:57 pm IP:66.91.236.***
38 Matt Of course I'm not gonna give anymore proof of what I say is real, just like you. "Just trying to help" May 28, 2003, 3:58 pm IP:66.91.236.***
39 Kath you know, anonymous, you're awfully hypocritical telling Matt to butt out cuz no one asked for his opinion... who the f*** asked for yours?!? May 28, 2003, 4:01 pm IP:165.123.168.***
40 me oh wow, Kath is defending Matt. now THIS is getting interesting May 28, 2003, 4:03 pm IP:132.239.199.***
41 Kath not defending Matt (well, that's not the only reason)... just tryin' to get anonymous to SHUT UP! (plus, this is kinda fun ) May 28, 2003, 4:06 pm IP:165.123.168.*** [link]
42 me lol, and I thought TV dramas were finished for the year May 28, 2003, 4:08 pm IP:132.239.199.***
43 anonymous David was the one to break up with my friend because he's a jerk- he left her when she needed him the most & the continued to lead her on for 9 months... so butt out and fuck all of you, this was between me & angeline so she does not get hurt- that's all May 28, 2003, 4:55 pm IP:138.23.58.***
44 anonymous david knows how to do is hurt people May 28, 2003, 4:55 pm IP:138.23.58.***
45 Matt Nope, fuck you. Ange's can decide for herself. She doesn't need people posing like they know shit coming on here and telling her otherwise. May 28, 2003, 5:05 pm IP:66.91.236.***
46 me it was? why didn't anyone tell me that. May 28, 2003, 5:06 pm IP:132.239.199.***
47 Kath and why should we listen to you when you tell us to butt out? you don't seem to listen when we tell you to do the same... haven't you voiced your opinion enuf? in fact, you've practically beaten all of us over the head w/ it May 28, 2003, 5:06 pm IP:165.123.168.*** [link]
48 Kath since none of us here are stupid (look, i'm even including you!), why don't you just leave unless you have something new to say? cuz this is getting really old and repetitive! May 28, 2003, 5:07 pm IP:165.123.168.*** [link]
49 anonymous well maybe you should take advice from people who know him better than most and have experienced the pain he causes, since its all he knows (oohh I repeated that) David is manipulative (that's new), he knows how to get what he wants from you May 28, 2003, 5:10 pm IP:138.23.58.***
50 anonymous and when he no longer he needs he, he pushes you away May 28, 2003, 5:10 pm IP:138.23.58.***
51 anonymous like I keep saying (oh god- repetition again), I've seen my friend go through it and be hurt because he kept manipulating her & leading her on May 28, 2003, 5:11 pm IP:138.23.58.***
52 Matt Alrite ms. "people who know him", either tell us who u are, or understand this: NO ONE GIVES A SHIT WHAT UR SAYING! We're all laughing at u. Ur a joke. Do I have to keep repeating myself, or do you get the fuckin point already? May 28, 2003, 5:12 pm IP:66.91.236.***
53 me alright, before you were funny, now you're just bordering on downright pathetic. May 28, 2003, 5:17 pm IP:132.239.199.***
54 Kath seriously, w/ the repetition thing... ur last 3 posts coulda been said in 1, cuz all you provided was more of the same BS and one "new" idea... May 28, 2003, 5:17 pm IP:165.123.168.*** [link]
55 anonymous I can't say who I am b/c my friend doesn't know that I am writing on her- and it's a free country so I will write what the fuck I want- and I don't care what YOU (matt) think of me- you don't know me, you are a joke to me too... so go fuck yourself May 28, 2003, 5:17 pm IP:138.23.58.***
56 me And seriously, I wonder, do you just site at your computer, looking at my site 24/7? I don't even know you and you scare me. Gee, kinda makes sense why david dumped "your friend" then May 28, 2003, 5:19 pm IP:132.239.199.***
57 anonymous Thanks Kath but I didnt ask you, so like i told matt you as well can go fuck yourself May 28, 2003, 5:19 pm IP:138.23.58.***
58 me hey Matt, I think she likes you May 28, 2003, 5:20 pm IP:132.239.199.***
59 anonymous my friend has nothing to do with what I do- and I'm sorry you are such a coward May 28, 2003, 5:20 pm IP:138.23.58.***
60 GOD all you little whores shut the fuck up before I blow up your houses and send you to HELL! May 28, 2003, 5:22 pm IP:144.92.164.***
61 anonymous and matt, it's "write" not "right", so if I'm such a moron, then why can I spell? May 28, 2003, 5:22 pm IP:138.23.58.***
62 GOD *please excuse the language May 28, 2003, 5:23 pm IP:144.92.164.***
63 me well its quite simple when you're repeating the same thing over and over again... May 28, 2003, 5:23 pm IP:132.239.199.***
64 anonymous oh- now I'm really scared- please- the "god" comment is even more lame May 28, 2003, 5:23 pm IP:138.23.58.***
65 Kath 2 seconds and all the countless hours (and days) you've spent refreshing the site... May 28, 2003, 5:23 pm IP:165.123.168.***
66 me man, and I thought my mother had issues... May 28, 2003, 5:23 pm IP:132.239.199.***
67 drunkwhore so what? maybe some morons are good spellers. doesn't mean you're still not a moron May 28, 2003, 5:24 pm IP:144.92.164.***
68 anonymous my friend loved him, but it wasn't enough for him May 28, 2003, 5:24 pm IP:138.23.58.***
69 GOD how dare you insult the mighty creator of all things? *note to self: anonymous goes to Hell May 28, 2003, 5:24 pm IP:144.92.164.***
70 anonymous yes, I'm a moron- that's it- right... you are the moron for dating someone who treats their gf's like crap & doesn't care about them May 28, 2003, 5:24 pm IP:138.23.58.***
71 me yea, i guess he wanted a girl that was stable too... May 28, 2003, 5:25 pm IP:132.239.199.***
72 Matt HAHA look again you fucking moron. Do you even know english? May 28, 2003, 5:25 pm IP:66.91.236.***
73 anonymous yes, it's hard to send "anonymous" to hell when he doesn't know who it is May 28, 2003, 5:25 pm IP:138.23.58.***
74 Kath oh, and GOD, this is just too funny to stop! anonymous has seriously become the laughing stock, and as long as she keeps providing us w/ this entertainment (which she has yet to fail to do), why stop? May 28, 2003, 5:25 pm IP:165.123.168.*** [link]
75 anonymous uhh i am speaking to you in english asshole May 28, 2003, 5:25 pm IP:138.23.58.***
76 me haha, how did I become a moron all the sudden? May 28, 2003, 5:26 pm IP:132.239.199.***
77 GOD I know everything. Do NOT underestimate my powers. May 28, 2003, 5:26 pm IP:144.92.164.***
78 Matt How many errors have you made? Want me to start correcting all ur mistakes? May 28, 2003, 5:26 pm IP:66.91.236.***
79 GOD you should listen to other's advice, they just may know what they are talking about May 28, 2003, 5:26 pm IP:138.23.58.***
80 me whoa, when did I start dating Trevor??? May 28, 2003, 5:27 pm IP:132.239.199.***
81 GOD especially those hurt by their ex's May 28, 2003, 5:27 pm IP:138.23.58.***
82 GOD who the fuck is trying to impersonate me?!? May 28, 2003, 5:27 pm IP:144.92.164.***
83 Kath ooh! go for it Matt! (haha... actually, don't. cuz then u'd just be stooping way too low to anon's level) May 28, 2003, 5:27 pm IP:165.123.168.*** [link]
84 Matt I know why she won't use her name. Cuz if we she told us, word would spread and this girl would NEVER get a date if her life depended on it. May 28, 2003, 5:27 pm IP:66.91.236.***
85 me I think im most amused by the fact that Kath and Matt are talking to each other... May 28, 2003, 5:29 pm IP:132.239.199.***
86 anonymous i have a boyfriend thank you very much May 28, 2003, 5:30 pm IP:138.23.58.***
87 anonymous he's a real gentlemen, not like you jerks (david included) May 28, 2003, 5:30 pm IP:138.23.58.***
88 drunkwhore gentlemEn? you slut! May 28, 2003, 5:31 pm IP:144.92.164.***
89 Matt And you pay him by the hour? Better not keep any guns around, I'm sure he's considered suicide with you around yapping all the time May 28, 2003, 5:31 pm IP:66.91.236.***
90 Kath wow, anon... wonder what he sees in u... does he realize what a b*tch his girlf is? May 28, 2003, 5:32 pm IP:165.123.168.*** [link]
91 Matt Let me guess next post by her: "FUck u, and david sucks, and my friend is a saint" May 28, 2003, 5:32 pm IP:66.91.236.***
92 Matt hmm, lindsay and anonymous almost the same ip...coincidence, I doubt it BUSTED!!! May 28, 2003, 5:33 pm IP:66.91.236.***
93 me LOL, i should so send this into the WB May 28, 2003, 5:33 pm IP:132.239.199.***
94 anonymous uhh, I go to school with my friend- hence the same IP address, moron May 28, 2003, 5:34 pm IP:138.23.58.***
95 anonymous my boyfriend loves me for me May 28, 2003, 5:35 pm IP:138.23.58.***
96 Matt Moron, whatever, thought she didn't know u were here? Guess not anymore. May 28, 2003, 5:35 pm IP:66.91.236.***
97 drunkwhore moron moron moron moron moron moron moron May 28, 2003, 5:35 pm IP:144.92.164.***
98 anonymous and I have my reason's why I feel the way I do about David, but I'm pretty sure I've made those clear to you all May 28, 2003, 5:35 pm IP:138.23.58.***
99 anonymous um, I'm at school, I don't know where my friend is, probably at her apartment that shares the same internet connection- wow, the possiblities May 28, 2003, 5:36 pm IP:138.23.58.***
100 drunkwhore you did, so we get the point. now leave May 28, 2003, 5:36 pm IP:144.92.164.***
101 me which would be why anonymous on here and Lindsay on david's subdomain are THE SAME IPs. You've been busted idiot May 28, 2003, 5:36 pm IP:132.239.199.***
102 drunkwhore same school doesnt mean same IP address May 28, 2003, 5:37 pm IP:144.92.164.***
103 Kath ABUDANTLY clear, to say the least May 28, 2003, 5:37 pm IP:165.123.168.***
104 anonymous umm, like I said, we use the same IP address, it's the way her school works, so I'm not an idiot May 28, 2003, 5:37 pm IP:138.23.58.***
105 Kath oops... ABUNDANTLY (knew that looked wrong) May 28, 2003, 5:37 pm IP:165.123.168.***
106 anonymous and some of the times, I use her computer when I visit her- OMG... sheesh, she doesnt pay attention to what I do while I'm using it, who said I'm not using it at school? May 28, 2003, 5:38 pm IP:138.23.58.***
107 Kath since when do skools start giving 2 computers the same ip address? now i don't know much about computers, but i do believe you're WRONG! May 28, 2003, 5:38 pm IP:165.123.168.***
108 drunkwhore I'm glad I could be so easily amused on a boring day at work. May 28, 2003, 5:39 pm IP:144.92.164.***
109 Kath yeah this has definitely made my day not so boring... such good entertainment! thnx for all the laughs anon! May 28, 2003, 5:40 pm IP:165.123.168.***
110 anonymous who said i wasn't using her compt? AT SCHOOL???? May 28, 2003, 5:40 pm IP:138.23.58.***
111 anonymous it's a small things called a laptop May 28, 2003, 5:40 pm IP:138.23.58.***
112 anonymous u might have heard of them? May 28, 2003, 5:40 pm IP:138.23.58.***
113 me hey kue, she's starting to sound like a OMMMBer with her excuses May 28, 2003, 5:41 pm IP:132.239.199.***
114 drunkwhore a laptop is a thing, not a thingS May 28, 2003, 5:41 pm IP:144.92.164.***
115 Matt Tell me anony, are all girls this stupid at UC riverside, or is it just you? May 28, 2003, 5:41 pm IP:66.91.236.***
116 Kath and May 28, 2003, 5:41 pm IP:165.123.168.***
117 Kath a May 28, 2003, 5:41 pm IP:165.123.168.***
118 drunkwhore ahhhhhh ange those type of people never leave you alone!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh May 28, 2003, 5:41 pm IP:144.92.164.***
119 anonymous and my school actually does give out the same IP address b/c I've seen them do it May 28, 2003, 5:41 pm IP:138.23.58.***
120 anonymous I'm not stupid, you guys are for not listening May 28, 2003, 5:42 pm IP:138.23.58.***
121 drunkwhore we dont listen. we read. May 28, 2003, 5:42 pm IP:144.92.164.***
122 Kath and a great attempt at covering your mistake! May 28, 2003, 5:42 pm IP:165.123.168.***
123 Matt School doesn't give out IP addresses stupid, ur comp already has it, stupid. May 28, 2003, 5:43 pm IP:66.91.236.***
124 anonymous did you ever think my friend & I are at the library & she is reading (yeah she does actually care about school), and I'm using her computer? whoa- the possibilites of technology May 28, 2003, 5:43 pm IP:138.23.58.***
125 me am I the only person that feels sorry for David for having dated this girl? May 28, 2003, 5:43 pm IP:132.239.199.***
126 Matt If ur on high speed, your modem is ur ip May 28, 2003, 5:43 pm IP:66.91.236.***
127 drunkwhore oh give it up May 28, 2003, 5:43 pm IP:144.92.164.***
128 Matt I should go over there and slap the shit outta you myself May 28, 2003, 5:44 pm IP:66.91.236.***
129 me haha, so your friend is sitting next to you while you're sitting next to her, posting on her ex boyfriend's current girlfriend's chatbox... How the hell did you ever get into college??? May 28, 2003, 5:44 pm IP:132.239.199.***
130 drunkwhore hey anonymous, can I get you wasted? that way you'll have an excuse for sounding so stupid May 28, 2003, 5:44 pm IP:144.92.164.***
131 anonymous i use ethernet through her computer- and david didn't date me, he dated my friend May 28, 2003, 5:44 pm IP:138.23.58.***
132 Kath or maybe she just has a split personality! May 28, 2003, 5:44 pm IP:165.123.168.***
133 anonymous like i said, she's not paying attention to me & she doesn't care what I do May 28, 2003, 5:45 pm IP:138.23.58.***
134 me oh thats it! you got it Kath! May 28, 2003, 5:45 pm IP:132.239.199.***
135 drunkwhore ooh great. i'll psychoanalyze her/them. first, let's hit the downtown asylum May 28, 2003, 5:45 pm IP:144.92.164.***
136 Matt Funny, cuz she's posting on david's board with the same ip....unless she's a moron (which does make sense) she'd have to know what's up May 28, 2003, 5:46 pm IP:66.91.236.***
137 anonymous my friend doesn't have split personalities, she is not even involved in this, she left the comment on David's cause she read what Frank wrote, and was trying to defend herself, so I shut this webpage so she didn't see what I wrote May 28, 2003, 5:46 pm IP:138.23.58.***
138 drunkwhore if she doesnt care what you are doing, why would you care so much about her ex? thats just stupid. May 28, 2003, 5:46 pm IP:144.92.164.***
139 Matt Haha, yea her "friend" is really her other personality May 28, 2003, 5:46 pm IP:66.91.236.***
140 me gee, some friend she is May 28, 2003, 5:46 pm IP:132.239.199.***
141 anonymous b/c i care about my friend and how sad and hurt he mad her May 28, 2003, 5:46 pm IP:138.23.58.***
142 anonymous i don't want anyone else to get hurt May 28, 2003, 5:46 pm IP:138.23.58.***
143 Kath if she doesn't care and is so over him? why aren't you?!? May 28, 2003, 5:47 pm IP:165.123.168.***
144 drunkwhore blah blah blah my name is anonymous and i'm bored and i like to make up excuses that make no sense whatsoever because i'm a "moron" May 28, 2003, 5:47 pm IP:144.92.164.***
145 anonymous like i said, she has no idea that i'm on here May 28, 2003, 5:47 pm IP:138.23.58.***
146 anonymous why b/c to protect other girls out there May 28, 2003, 5:47 pm IP:138.23.58.***
147 drunkwhore it's angeline's problem, let her deal with it. May 28, 2003, 5:48 pm IP:144.92.164.***
148 drunkwhore you dont even know her, so why do you care whether or not she gets hurt? May 28, 2003, 5:48 pm IP:144.92.164.***
149 Matt BULLSHIT!!!! That's the lamest excuse. "I want to protect the other girls" U want revenge, pure and simple. May 28, 2003, 5:48 pm IP:66.91.236.***




 

[5/28/2003 1:29:22 AM | Angeline Huang]
I am now $311.40 poorer
 

[5/27/2003 4:30:35 PM | Angeline Huang]
and tomorrow on an all new episode of the Angeline Chatbox story...
 

[5/27/2003 2:07:27 PM | Angeline Huang]
The good news: I'm going to make some extra money this weekend, which will go into digital camera, accessories, and furniture for next year fund.
The bad news: meeting at 7:30am and working through the afternoon to accomplish this.
 

[5/27/2003 11:15:04 AM | Angeline Huang]
haha, David and I are so dorky.
Last nite, he was over and Sarah was talking about wanting a new computer, so there we were talking about motherboards, ram, hard drives, building a computer, finishing each others sentences about computers. Yes, we are true computer nerds.
 

[5/26/2003 12:48:34 PM | Angeline Huang]
oh, and pretty

 

[5/26/2003 11:51:43 AM | Angeline Huang]
Isn't it amusing when your boyfriend's ex won't leave the two of you alone. You would think after a year some people would mature more...
I hate warren writing!!!
 

[5/25/2003 8:02:54 PM | Angeline Huang]

see, I got the date right this year
 

[5/24/2003 3:13:02 PM | Angeline Huang]
haha, this was great too.

Angela627 [3:04 PM]: guess wut
JosieW1983 [3:04 PM]: what?
Angela627 [3:04 PM]: i have a boyfriend
JosieW1983 [3:04 PM]: omg!!!
JosieW1983 [3:04 PM]: you met josh finally???
JosieW1983 [3:04 PM]: ;)
Angela627 [3:04 PM]: LOL
 

[5/24/2003 12:28:57 AM | Angeline Huang]
haha, this was great.

liliwashugurl: does he have a job angela?
Angela627: yes, he does
Angela627: he's a webmaster
liliwashugurl: lol wow
liliwashugurl: now utterly fitting
Thaiboy42380: love at first "site"
Thaiboy42380: hahaha
Angela627: LOL
 

[5/23/2003 11:22:51 PM | Angeline Huang]
so...my mom and trevor are getting married...I wonder if i'm invited to the wedding...
 

[5/23/2003 6:02:06 PM | Angeline Huang]
wow, talk about one weird quiz.

Nerdslut
What's your sexual appeal?
brought to you by Quizilla

 

[5/23/2003 1:24:08 PM | Angeline Huang]
haha, david got Trinity on the Matrix quiz. Well aren't we just the perfect match, im the guy and he's the girl

 

[5/22/2003 9:54:26 PM | Angeline Huang]
one day, I will master vector. As well as that grid thingy in the back.


 

[5/22/2003 2:45:48 PM | Angeline Huang]

You are Neo, from "The Matrix." You display a perfect fusion of heroism and compassion.
What Matrix Persona Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
oh goody, i'm keanu reeves
 

[5/22/2003 12:40:42 PM | Angeline Huang]
it feels wrong to feel this good.
these past 2 weeks have just been full of shocks and surprises, it's amazing how your life can change so much in such a short amount of time. It's definitely been a shock to me, everything. It's weird how you think you have a plan for yourself, and then life throws you a twist. It's weird how when stuff happens to you, your perspective on things start to change. If anyone told me that my life would change so much in a week, I would have looked at them and laughed. Part of me feels like i'm being foolish, yet another part of me is saying it just feels so right. Wow, I really am babbling a lot...am I even making sense? I guess i'm still having a little trouble grasping it all, maybe i'm still in shock, I don't know, I mean i'm happy, i'm so happy that people probably want to slap me to make me unhappy again, but at the same time, I feel like i'm not allowed to be this happy? I dunno, happiness has been such a weird thing in my life. In the end, I have to learn that life doesn't go as you think it will, things catch you by surprise, and maybe it's time I start living in now instead of worrying so much about the wrong that's going to happen later. I'm happy, i'm comfortable, and I just need to learn to accept that for what it is, maybe that is why I've never really been happy before, because I spent too much time worrying.
 

[5/21/2003 3:59:18 PM | Angeline Huang]
Life's going so good rite now, i'm scared of what's coming.
I told my boss today about me not being here in the summer, afraid she might not want me back in the fall, instead she pouted, understood why I was going to be gone, and was supportive of my decision and why I needed to do it (gee, if only my mother was that supportive), and then was worried i wouldn't be back in the fall. I told her I would be back, so no worries. And then since summer work is mostly website work, we'll see if i can do that remotely from LA. Either way, it went well and I still have a job here in the fall when I get back.
And im having lunch with Rosha tomorrow, yay!
And i miss David hmm, wow, i hope im not starting to sound like one of those girls who need to be with their bf 24/7...
 

[5/21/2003 2:39:12 AM | Angeline Huang]
I feel like i'm living a dream, and a big part of me is fearful that it is just a dream and i'm going to wake up and see that my life is just back to the way it was before. I can honestly say I've never been as happy as I was tonite(eh, last nite, whichever), ever, and I'll admit that it frightens me somewhat. Now i'm not saying having a boyfriend is suppose to solve all my problems, and life is immediately better because of it, people who know me know i'm not that type of person. But tonite, for probably the first time in my life, I was just happy, for a while there, I was just able to just sit, and be content with life, totally and utterly content, everything just seemed perfect. I dunno how else to describe it except with the words "just happy." And happy doesn't happen often in my life, and maybe it's because it hasn't happened much in my life, that i'm fearful of it. Part of me can't stop smiling because of how great tonite was, and another part of me is extremely fearful that it was all just a dream. I guess it's just a completely new feeling to me, all of this, and I don't really know how to handle it, and it's once again my insecurities coming back to haunt me, and I better be careful, or i'll let these darn insecurities ruin everything.
 

[5/21/2003 12:02:04 AM | Angeline Huang]
bliss

n : a state of extreme happiness.

red rose & baby's breath: $5
dinner: $20
reciting AWTR on a first date: priceless (do you even have to guess what scene?)


 

[5/20/2003 3:55:45 PM | Angeline Huang]

okay, that is all
 

[5/20/2003 1:06:19 AM | Angeline Huang]
This is me rite now: well actually its with a bit of . It's an interesting feeling.
And to not go into details cause im so freaking tired, but i'll just say, I got my b-day gift early , and most people know there has been only one thing I've asked for my b-day/xmas since...well ever
 

[5/19/2003 2:54:50 PM | Angeline Huang]
Man, I am soooo concerted out.
Just some wrap ups.
Jason Mraz is a horny horny man
Chantal Kreviazuk is a very talented stuck up snob
50 Cents sux.
For the saturday concert, 50 cents showed up late to the concert, we didnt get our merchandise until later, so we got really backed up, and he only performed for like 30-40 mins. And people paid $38 for his show! what a rip off.
Then last nite was the Jason Mraz, who I thought was just another John Mayer/Jack Johnson type, but man was he horny! All nite long he talked about cocks, and sex, and relieving yourself, and his merchandise was full of sexual inneundos.
While opening up merchandise, I found out that Chantal Kreviazuk was his opening act, so I was totally excited, cause I love her music (a lot of her music got played in seasons 1 & 2 of Dawson's Creek), and I was like "oh someone I actually know and like!" But I didn't really konw what she looked like, just her music. But man, wut a stuck up snob! First, her friends and her walked around the building, took our chairs and walked outside with them, then they left them outside and walked away, and we were like "eh...wut the heck," and I thought she was just another college student waiting for the concert actually. Then later, she walks back in and says "can i have 2 of my shirts, we're cold." So we give her two shirts and then the lead goes "that's her! the opening act" and im like "no it isnt!" and he's like "yes it is!" Then later on, after she warms up, she comes back and goes up to a lead "i need a cell phone" and then she takes his cell phone and like talks on it for like 30 mins, like it was hers, and even when he called his phone with another phone to try to get it back, she just ignored that. Just the way she was walking around, she acted like she owned the place or something. She was great live though, and very talented singer, just sux she had such a sucky personality. Had she been a nice person, I probably woulda bought her CD as well.

 

[5/16/2003 11:06:52 PM | Angeline Huang]
you know, i'm starting to believe in Matt's whole Karma theory. Since yesterday was so cool, today just had to suck majorly.
The lack of maturity college students can have astounds me, granted I'm not exactly the most mature person in the world, I like to be a child at heart at times, and I do stupid dumb things, like pushing Emily off benches, or Singing and Dancing on the street with Charlotte, or jumping in Astro Jumps, I know people look at those things and think i'm being an immature idiot, but today having experienced my first Sun God, it really made me see just how bad 5,000-10,000 somewhat drunk to totally wasted college students can be on an open field on friday night can be. Sun God is an annual UCSD thing, where they get bands to come play, have games (those air filled things) set out for students, food stands, etc out, and it's free for students. Yet, apparantly to many UCSD students, its a "lets all go to Sun God drunk" night. I went cause I ended up having to work, (cause im the only insane person willing to work 3 events 3 nights i guess, lol), so since 2 I was there helping up and stuff. By the time 6pm rolled around, you had drunk students everywhere. One drunk kid decided it would be fun to try to jump a wooden fence, he didnt quite clear it and ended up knocking down a section of the fence, after he fell he got up and cheered like he had just done something so cool. I mean seriously, is there a need to be so immature? Then you got people puking everywhere because they are drunk. Then around 8, they needed someone to go guard the Carls Jr drink machine cause students were coming with their own cups to get drinks. So I volunteered to go there, and of course anytime you tell them no, they glare at you, and then you had this crowd of girls arguing over who had wanted a cup of water, and they were obviously drunk, and just seeing the 5 of time arguing over something so stupid, it was rather sad. Then this girl goes up to the machine, gets one of the lids and starts putting soda into the lid to drink from it and she does this a couple times, which i just found really stupid and funny. And then just all the weed special and all the drunk people, and people breaking their leg cause they were that drunk. I dunno, I just don't understand it. Maybe I'm too sheltered, maybe i should get off my moral highness, I dunno, but I just don't see why people feel there is a NEED to get drunk to have fun? I mean it's not like i've never drank before, I had some smirnoff ice at the winter sleepover, and I liked it, but I drink it cause it tastes good, not to get drunk.
Then at 10 I check my cell and my mom left a voicemail where she was all pissed cause I hadn't called her back from the night before and she had forgotten I had to work so she was yelling at me for not calling her friday nite to tell her if I had come home or not. And I dunno why, but hearing that voicemail set me off and i started crying, I went to my boss and told her I had to get out of there and call my mom. She was more concerned about me than anything else. So I call my mom and she's all pissy cause I didn't call her back and now she can't get a special deal on her airline tickets for las vegas at the beginning of June, and I told her that it doesnt matter cause you need to book 3 weeks in advance, then she gets mad at me cause I didn't tell her that monday nite. Well how the hell was I suppose to know she was going to vegas, but apparantly i still did something wrong because I didn't call her monday nite to tell her that southwest had changed their rules from 14 days to 21 days in advance. I explain to her that it wasnt emergency information, so i could have just told her this weekend, but somehow it's still my fault, I was suppose to call her and tell her monday night. I mean now i get yelled at because I dont have the ability to read her mind to know that she needs to know information, such as buying a ticket in advance cause she wants to go to vegas.
In other news, Emily isn't online and she usually is at this time, so I hope she got home alright...
 

[5/16/2003 1:26:49 PM | Angeline Huang]
lol, i'm still tired from last nite...hmm that didn't come out so good, did it.
Emily got here around 4 and I took her around the school shuttle 4 times cause of parking crap, then i took her to the dining hall for food, and got snacks for the movie. Then we played with hacky sacks and the played bball to kill some time. Then I watched my Lakers let their 4th run go, so so sad, oh well, I knew it was gonna be tough against the Spurs, if only the last shot went in last time..
For dinner, david, emily, and i went to this japanese restaurant where we forced her to eat raw fish, which was very interesting. Then afterwards we had her try boba, which was even more interesting. Man, boba, I haven't had that in such a long time.
Still having time to kill, we went to see if Best Buy and Old Navy were open, but I guess no stores like to stay open after 9pm, except for Barnes and Nobles. So we went there, where somehow David and I end up in the programming languages section, I guess we're just true dorks like that, lol. So finally at 10 we head over to the theater, wait in line, where none of us brought cards or anything, so we ended up playing tic tac toe and hangman cause we truely are dorks like that. Then Matt came, with a group of people I didn't know, and we started complaining about the game, talked about Matrix, and waited till they finally let us in...at 11pm.
Must say, the previews they showed before were funny, I mean who shows Legally Blonde 2 in front of the Matrix Reloaded?
The movie...great fighting, great action, Yuen Wo Ping really is great with the stuff he comes up with. The effects were definitely great, though part of me still has time believing that the world lies in the hands of Keanu Reeves, lol. As far as the plot, I'm still thoroughly confused by it, maybe it's cause I havent watched the first one in forever.
Afterwards Emily had her Red Bull so she couldn't sleep, we hung out in the living room, talked about stuff, laughed about the old days on the board, and how she thought I was stupid before we met at craiggers. It's kinda funny how one thing can trigger another, if it wasn't for craiggers, Emily and I would probably still just be these two people who recognized each other on the board and occasionally talked in chats, and now in a span of less than 2 months, we've met up 3 times and IM almost every night. The internet, as evil as it is, can really do amazing things.
Now I gotta go eat, get ready, and head to set up and work at Sun God, for some reason I'm not really looking that forward to it, maybe it's cause I think I might be getting sick, I dunno. Oh well, it's not like I couldn't use the money, rite?
 

[5/15/2003 4:03:13 PM | Angeline Huang]
woohoo, for the first time it didnt take me 50 tries to finally get my layout up and right.
Must say, the episode last nite was really good, just imagine how good the show would have been had all the episodes been that good. I bawled my eyes out, it was very sad and touching, and a good resolution to everything. Even though DJ didn't end up together, they acknowledged that what they have is beyond any type of relationship, that they are soulmates, best friends, and that that will never change. Which is really all i ever wanted, to see their friendship back and the 3 of them friends again. It feels rather weird, that it is actually over. Granted I've hated the show for years now, but it was something I started watching when I was 14, which feels like forever now, and through my teen years, every wed night it was DC night, and now, it's actually over. What do I do wednesday nights now?
 

[5/14/2003 10:10:46 PM | Angeline Huang]
Why are people so inconsiderate?!
so im watching the 2 hour series finale of DC, but we have a 9pm appointment to see this room at a townhouse close by, so halfway through while I'm crying my eyes out, we leave. When we get there I knock on the door and say "hi, we're here to see the place" and she goes "eh sorry, no" I thought maybe i was at the wrong place, so then I call her and she answers, and i say im here to see the place. She goes "oh, sorry, tonite's not a good nite" Im like "eh, did i just knock on your door?" and she goes "oh, yea, but you cant see it tonite" (Well why didnt she call and let me know BEFORE we left). So im like "well when can we see it" and she goes "not tonite, how about next tuesday" So I told her that we wanted to get this housing thing settled before this week, and and im like "is there no way we can just see it really quick" and she's like "no, sorry, im just about to head out the door." So I race home, after missing 30 mins of the middle, which isn't a big deal, but why are people so inconsiderate!
 

[5/14/2003 3:00:25 PM | Angeline Huang]
Why do critical updates take so dang long to do?
I saw Rosha today, which was super cool. After lab, my new friend and I went to grab lunch and Rosha was there, it was super cool seeing her. Why am I using the words "super cool"??? She's graduating this year, and she's known what she's wanted to do since she was like 5, sometimes I wish I had her ambition and drive.
So the Dawson's Creek series finale is tonite, part of be is a bit saddened by that. Granted, I've hated the show for years now, and only watched it cause I did from the beginning and then I always held on with the hope that Dawson and Joey would finally get it right and waited all those years to see that, course that probably isn't happening either. The WB screws me over, once again. I'll only get to see the first half though cause we have to go check out this master bedroom in a townhouse tonite at 9, then I also have to make a trip to Edwards Mira Mesa so I can purchase student tickets for Matrix Reloaded tomorrow night. All this effort to get tickets, going on premiere night and fighting the crowds, it better be worth it dang it!
And this is when, even though it horribly expensive and I'm forced to eat school dining hall food, i'm still happy then I'm living on campus. Traffic jam stalls tens of thousands of commuters on Interstates 5, 805
 

[5/13/2003 11:15:03 PM | Angeline Huang]
Did another vector, it's been a while, and I finally got the grid to do wut I wanted it to do. How? I dunno, and will i get it right again? prob not.

 

[5/13/2003 7:08:48 PM | Angeline Huang]
Wanted to try to do something different, playing with some stuff, and wut just came out of my head after 1 hour of sleep in the last 34 hours.


800X600

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[5/13/2003 12:10:08 PM | Angeline Huang]
Ange is stuck playing receptionist today, so...to kill time, she will, do online quizzes

Your ideal mate is Bobby Drake. With his innocent
sweetness and his boyish good looks, how can
any girl go wrong? He's the type of guy to
supply you with all the TLC that you can
handle, and he'll always be there for you when
you need moral support, or just a shoulder to
cry on. Though he is still young, he lacks the
experiences of life, and can be naive.

Who Is Your Ideal X-Men 2 Mate? (ladies only)
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Columbia
You've worn all black since you were nine and knew,
even as a nine year old living in nowheresville
that you were a New Yorker at heart. Well, you
wont make it in the big city. I'm sorry tike.
Still, have fun while it lasts, because the
rumor is, most Columbia students don't.

Which Ivy League University is right for YOU?
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avoidant

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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[5/13/2003 11:43:27 AM | Angeline Huang]
So ready to drop dead. Course I retained 5% of the info and prob got 5% of the midterm correct. There actually wasn't any math involved, but a lot of little facts, and a lot of questions like "is blah A) a lot more than the critical band B) a little more than the critical band, C) a little less than the critical band, D) a lot less than the critical band. Why must they always be so specific on these things. Oh well, hopefully my homework scores have been good, i'll do better on the research paper to bring up my grade, and actually study for the final, and then hope for a really nice curve on this midterm. So everyone pray for me :-)
I want to sleeeeeeeeeeeepppppppp, but someone I don't think they're like that much at work.
 

[5/13/2003 6:05:03 AM | Angeline Huang]
Finally finished reading, and exactly how much of that did I retain? oh maybe 5%? Sigh, just wanna get it over with. I hate tests, I really do, I love projects so much more. What's the point of tests anywaiz? Life isn't about tests, it's about producing works and products.
Too early to go to sleep now (if i wanna wake up for my midterm that is), and breakfast wont be open for another 1.5 hours, so, what to do...
 

[5/12/2003 8:45:45 PM | Angeline Huang]
I scored a 74% on the "How UCSD Are You?" Quizie! What about you?

okay, going to go study for my midterm now, no really I am, why you looking at me like that? I really am! haha, nevamind, found more distractions.

A - Act your age? well it depends, i'm still trying to figure out what that is
B - Born in? June
C - Chore you hate? hmmm, trash
D - Dad's name? well.....
E - Essential makeup item? haha, now THAT'S funny
F - Favorite actor? Joshie
G - Gold or silver? Silver
H - Hometown? Taiwan
I - Instruments you play? Violin, Piano...course the last time I picked up either...
J - Job title? Marketting Assistant
K - Kids? Right...that's me alright
L - Living arrangements? Apartment with 3 other friends
M - Mom's name? Christina
N - Number of people you've slept with? the same number of people of kissed...and that happens to be a rather nice round number...
O - Overnight hospital stays? Been to ER but i don't remember if i stayed overnite...
P - Phobia? Loneliness
Q - Quote you like? "Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."- Anais Nin
R - Religious affiliation? I have faith, and well i'll just leave it at that
S - Siblings? just my little doggie
T - Time you wake up? usually an hour after my alarm goes off
U - Unique habit? eh...well i happen to think im just unique all around :-P
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat? carrots
W - Worst habit? too emotional
X - X-rays you've had? teeth, legs, back, oh i'm just full of problems aren't I
Y - Yummy food you make? wuteva i put on that nice george foreman grill of mine :-)
Z - Zodiac Sign? Cancer

okay, now i'm really going...or maybe i shower first...
 

[5/11/2003 11:36:10 PM | Angeline Huang]
I added a wish list on the left. Why? cause im random like that, and people are starting to ask me what I want for my bday, and rather then explain one by one, there it is. In reality though, most of those things are too expensive, and very random. It's always hard coming up with lists cause sometimes I really dunno wut I want, and things I want are always so expensive, I guess that's what happens when you're a techy.

oh, and funny thing. Last nite I hung out with ben, so today in the car my mom goes "so, what does ben want you?" and i'm like "noooooo no no no"
 

[5/10/2003 7:35:55 PM | Angeline Huang]
"There are so many different ways to be connected to people. There are the people you feel this unspoken connection to, even though there's not even a word for it. There's the people who you've known forever who know you in this way that other people can't because they've seen you change. They've let you change."
you know, I forever love that quote, it's from My So Called Life (hmm which I need to finish watching on DVD). Anywaiz, I was just thinking about college today, trying to figure out summer and next years schedule and just thinking about all my friends from HS and the ones in college that I still talk to. And I'm beginning to think that all of us are gonna be different people after college, it's not a bad thing, more just an observation. I think each of us, in our own ways have discovered things about ourselves and realizing who we are. It's not to say we're totally completely different people, I think deep down, who we were in HS still exist, only there's things built on it. And while we're all becoming different people, we're all still friends, and that's something that won't change.
 

[5/8/2003 11:37:07 PM | Angeline Huang]
Was talking to Ben tonite and he said this to me:
btw ange, more power to you for finding a career you truly enjoy, that you're passionate and excited about doing. i think that's very mature of you, and i know you already know this but i'm very happy for you and looking forward to free passes soon... :-D
And for some reason that made be feel really good. I guess i'm just so use to people telling me it's not good enough, or expecting me to just fail, that words like that really to provide me with encouragement. Not that it's not obvious, but I have a huge inferiority complex and for years I always felt I was the stupid one among all my friends, and while I still do, i dunno, i guess it just feels good when someone is actually proud of me for something that I tried so hard at.
 

[5/7/2003 11:20:52 PM | Angeline Huang]
Yea i know, Dawson's Creek, how lame. I actually meant for this to come out earlier, but I had other stuff to deal with. The show sux and i'm glad its over, but at the same time I did watch it for the last 5.5 years of my life and i'm sad over the memories of it.
Motherboard and Processor came today, now waiting for the RAM.
 

[5/7/2003 4:03:53 PM | Angeline Huang]
so the UCLA Community Housing site finally came out with their frat houses summer listings, and man the prices are freaking cheap. And it gets me thinking, not that i'm not happy with my summer living situation cause I totally am. My roommate seems super-cool and the housemate i found seems really nice as well. But just looking at these prices (with everything included), like $350 for a double a month, or $900 for the summer, $1100 for a single for the summer; and like the places have basketball courts, pool/foosball/ping pong tables, etc, it just sounds fun to live in, and really good prices too. Then again, i'm probably not socialable enough for frat houses, but still, considering that I'm paying for this summer out of my own pocket (not that i mind, cause that's what I want, since it's my own thing and maybe if its my own cash she'll actually respect me enough to let it be my thing...haha yeah right), anywaiz, considering im paying for it, shouldnt i be allowed to decide where I live and what I want to pay for it. But no, i can't live with guys, its dangerous, cause you know I might go be a whore and sleep with every guy I see. Cause that's just how much dignity my mom thinks I have. And it wasn't even me who came up with the idea in the first place, it was her co-worker's idea cause her daughter did summer at berkeley and lived in a frat house and my mom wanted her to give me advice on finding summer housing. It's just stupid that I could be saving a few hundred dollars here and I can't because my mom doesn't trust me enough to make my own decisions, I mean she's always been freaking foolish with her money, but this is my money I'm talking about and my summer, not hers.
 

[5/7/2003 3:35:36 AM | Angeline Huang]
haha, the UCLA forum is hilarious.
Somebody trying to sell their Avril concert tickets...a post by another user:
are they close enough so I can spit on her?
 

[5/7/2003 12:00:56 AM | Angeline Huang]
Wow, my parts ship fast. Both company's have already shipped my parts, will hopefully have it by the end of the week, then hopefully rebuild this weekend, and then next week i will hopefully have a uber-fast and functional computer that will be nicer to me than this one.
Anywaiz, yea, didn't like doing work, so make art instead.


hehe, conversations like this make me glad i'm finally upgrading.
[00:07] sgn1982: my computer sux too much
[00:07] Angela627: heh
[00:07] Angela627: yea, mine does too
[00:07] sgn1982: oh but mine really sux
[00:07] Angela627: 566 celeron, 128ram
[00:07] Angela627: thats wut mine is
[00:07] sgn1982: oh
[00:07] sgn1982: ok
[00:07] sgn1982: u win

 

[5/6/2003 4:39:03 PM | Angeline Huang]
oh right, I did finish my trailer last night. Wanna gimme feedback? you know you do.
Reality TV
 

[5/6/2003 3:38:44 PM | Angeline Huang]
How is it that just 12 hours ago, i bought a motherboard for $111.99 and now, it's priced at $103.99. Just 12 freaking hours ago!!!
 

[5/5/2003 2:29:48 PM | Angeline Huang]
sigh, my computer does not like to cooperate with me.
It has issues and problems, only it wont let me fix them. Part of me just wants to get a new system, but i can't justifying spending so much money on things I already have, but then, I myself don't really know how to upgrade my system and im afraid if i try, i'll end up causing a fire or something. So what to do.
Trailer is almost done, got the beginning and ending done, now it's to fill in the middle minute. man, i don't wanna watch all those stupid reality TV shows though.
 

[5/3/2003 11:40:06 PM | Angeline Huang]
my mom makes it hard for me to love her, she really does.
I really shouldn't even be home tonite cause i have so much crap to do, but she wants me to go looking at a house with her in the morning (even though we're too poor to afford a new house), so I came home. Earlier in the week, I bought her some Jelly Bellies cause I was so happy I got to go to LA by myself and that she was actually letting me. So I came home all ready to give them to her, until she started yelling at me cause earlier in the week Trevor had sent me an email saying he'd arrived in Singapore safely and told me to tell her. Wed night on the phone, i told her he emailed and she said "yea, i talked to him on the phone." Okay, so she talked to him, I assumed the email was pointless now. Well she got made at me cause Trevor told me to give her a phone number he was at and that I should have known to tell her that. So I told her well since she already told me they talked, what was the point of me giving her the message. So in which case she goes "well, you should have told me his number." So i was like "how was I suppose to know you didn't know his number, you guys talked on the phone, that means you exchanged words. You could have asked me for his number." And she goes "why should I have to ask, you should have told me" And i was like "i can't read your mind to know what you know and don't know, you guys already talked on the phone, why would i need to tell you anything then" And this stupid cycle goes on for a while, and she's all "you're wrong here, apologize" and in which case im like "im not wrong" I mean, geez, it was a case of miscommunication, nobody was wrong. But she's going off, i should have said something, i'm wrong, trevor yelled at her and its all my fault. So im just like, "i didnt come home for this, i had stuff to do, keep this up and im going back to school." That gets her pissed, "oh you're going back to school, blah blah blah if you step out this door right now, and stay or else." Then she starts going off "you dont care about me, you're a selfish little brat, you don't appreciate me, you're lucky you don't have a father, i worked so hard this week (yea, well maybe you wouldnt have to work so hard if you weren't so foolish with your money), blah blah blah." So i just go leave, and do my laundry and she's still yelling and yelling. Then I think she goes back into her room or something, cause the yelling is coming from farther away, but she's still yelling and im thinking *eh, who is she yelling to?*
Then, i come back to the computer, check my e-mail and go into my old email and checked trevor's email again and HE DIDN'T EVEN SEND ME THE FREAKING NUMBER. So i yell at her that he didnt and told her to look for herself, and she goes "well he said he did." im like "look at the email, do you see a number???" "oh well he said he did" Course, leave it to my mom to side with her boyfriend when the evidence is right now. So i'm like "well next time you talk to him, tell him you saw the email for yourself and that he didn't send it." Course, does she apologize for getting mad at me, course not, does she ever? Hell, she could beat me to a pulp and she still wouldn't need to apologize. Cause as a mother, she has the freedom to treat me however way she wants. Doesn't matter what the after effects does to her daughter.

you know, its rather sad. Here I am, 20 years old, and it looks like I've found myself a career, something that i'm good at. All the stuff i've done on my free time these past 5 years, all the things I've developed, has actually lead me somewhere. I was talking to ben about it last nite, and he was so incredibly proud of me for how far i've come along. Other friends have been congratulating me for my accomplishments. This past month, my goal was to get to LA this summer, find me a place to live, find me an internship; i set out to do it, and i accomplished it. And yet, I myself can't enjoy it, because i know my mom won't approve of it. I can't share with her this great internship I got, because it's not what she wants. It doesn't matter what I did this past month, cause in her eyes i'm still a failure and always will be one. And it just gets so hard cause I feel like i'll never get out of this, no matter what I do or want to do. And people wonder why I'm never happy.